super supid lah..
i realli miss him like crazy sia..
i hate mysle alot man...
life is ruin by him..i hate him...
though god id with me..but still super emo wan time comes..worst id when i see his face
alphonsn called me dun see..but i cant lei how??
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!I HAT MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF


12:35 AM

"I can't believe the wayYour love has got a hold on meEach morning I wake to find You nearYou lift me above my fearsAnd set my feet on solid groundAll of my days belong to YouAnd I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heartYou are my all consuming fireI stand here before YouIn wide opened wonderAmazed at the glory of YouThe power of heavenRevealing Your purpose in meAs I'm reaching for You"



11:21 PM

i asking myself..wad is so good about him?
then i like him?ohh my life so miserable lei bcause of him..i hate him.... i miss him really..
i wanted to hate..but i just cant..but why?i feel that god wan me to let go,but how am i going to do so?
he cant get out of my mind...
for goodness sake..
leave me alone:(

to:

shawn neo

i just dun noe why i cant get over..

maybe i need more time..

3 years liao lo..oh my goodness

hahahs:(

thanks you for teaching me,how to be strong..

is baecuse of you i noe wad wad is strong:)

IBELIEVE GOD WILL LEAD ME OUT OF THIS:)

sign off:)

jiaxuan:(

10:44 PM

i very miss her..super duper..
when then i can see her lei?
life has no been good for me but i noe god is always ther!!
and staphanie jie jie is also always ther too..i wann tell her..
stuy hard..always love her:)



10:35 PM

someone:i ask you a question??
jiaxuan:yupp:)
someone:du you really like him?or infatuation?
jiaxuan:i dun noe,but i noe that i always find him..
someone:find him?
jiaxuan:yupp,i sad,happy,angry..in doubt i find him de:)
jiaxuan:LET TEO JIA XUAN BE STRONG,WITHOUT HIM:)

sign off
jiaxuan:)


9:35 PM

blessed is the man whose heart is set on pilgrimage!!!


BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO DWELL IN YOUR HOUSE
THEY ARE EVER PRASING YOU
BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO STENGTH IN YOU
WHO HEART ARE SET ON OUR GOD

BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO DWELL IN YOUR HOUSE THEY ARE EVER PRASING YOU
BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO STENGTH IN YOU WHO HEART ARE SET ON OUR GOD

BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO DWELL IN YOUR HOUSE THEY ARE EVER PRASING YOU
BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO STENGTH IN YOU WHO
HEART ARE SET ON OUR GOD

WE WILL GO FOR STRENGTH TO STERNGTH
UNTIL WE SEE YOU FACE TO FACE
HEAR OUR PRAY
OLD LORD GOD OF ALMIGHTY
COME BLESS OUR LAND
AS WE SEEK YOU,WORSHIP YOU!!!

FOR YOU HOLY..FOR YOU ARE HOLY LORD
FOR YOU ARE HOLY,FOR YOUARE HOLY LORD

sign off
blessed:)




9:48 PM

you must go thru pain then you will inderstand wad is pain!!
i actually also dun noe wad is pain!!but SHAWN NEO teach me wad is pain!!
and he teach me to be STRONG
HE is the only person that make me cry so much for him:(
he is the only oerson that make me cut for him so much
he is the only guy that every nite i have to cry myself to sleep because of him:(
the pain haven go at all..

sign off:)
jiaxuan here waiting :)



9:42 PM

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time. To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too. When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation. Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night. Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over. A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention. He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever. He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him. Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this. A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet. He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.


9:37 PM

i think i still like this person??
it had been 2 year liao..it very painful
whenever i see him i very pain super painful de..
and the scar on my hand it remind me of him
i really still like him:)
very pain i tok to him in msn!!!!
i dun wanna let him noe i like him again if not..
he going to avoid me again really so going to do that to me i dun wan that to happen really:(

sign off
jiaxuan still like him
cannot forget the scar:(


2:09 AM

hahahs this is my e other sister
CHEERENE SOON SHI LING
SHE IS ALSO VERY FUNNY AHHAS LOL i love her too muahahahs:)
she is a dancer hahahs..oh my she can spilt..hahhas
very cool yeah..you must see hahas











12:18 AM

hahahs:)
todae maggie give each of us(jinjer,pamela,jiaxuan,maggie)
a colour frenship band hahahs
jinjer de is purple
maggie is pink
pamela is blue
mine is green:)

hahah:)
thanks maggie for the frenship band i really love it alot man hahahs
fren forever:)
muahhahahs:)_

sign off
jiaxuan is here:)


12:34 AM