for i thou life is easy,but it not..
when you really see the true on your face you will feel quite pain inside you because life not easy..

someone:if i would to tell you let go!!!
will ya?yupp!!

jiaxuan:maybe!!
i myself oso not sure le lah very..ahhh stop asking me le
thanks

someone:you cant avoid okie..yupp i noe lah hahahs yup:)

sign off:
jiaxuan love u:)


10:34 PM

hey..back to post again..
quite boring now cause at maggie house playing will..
hmmm..just to update yesterdae,maggie&i went to mingzhu huse and stay over hahas..super fun!!
we went to buy food togther!!i help mingzhu to cut garlic and hotdog!!
while maggie doing other stuff hahs
i love the food hahahs

zhi en was there also she treat us
strawberry ice cream and chocolate chip ice cream which it taste so nice haha:)

then at nite we bo devotion togther we were reading
MATTEW7 the whole chapter hahahs:)
then after go sleep..i was sleeping with maggie hahahs quite fun,

then moring we wake up at 10am i think then we went mac to eat hahas:)
lol:)
mingzhu hose is super fun thou ..
like wad mingzhu sae.."there is no toys for you gals to play hahah lol"

sign off:
leah(my new name)
lol


10:23 PM

jiaxuan:GOD,can i ask for smth?
GOD:yes,my gal?

jiaxuan:i wan a bf..this are my expection..
-youth pastor
-2yr older than me
-spiritually higher than me
-love children
-go mission

GOD:so you wan this expection isit?
are you sure?
or du you just wanna mak yourself forget?
i can give you all this,but isit wad you wan?

jiaxuan:i dun noe!!

GOD:yes dear,that wad i mean..i noe you more than you noe yourself..

jiaxuan:that the only way i think..how lei?
i really feel like crying..i feel that history going to repeat..which i dun wan..

GOD:THEN you shuld noe wad to do rite?

jiaxuan:yupp.but,i cant..

GOD:DEAR,pray..i am always by your side..protecting you..
like melissa..
i am protect you..cause you are so easy yo break le..

jiaxuan:ohhh..

prayer,
lord father,i just pray for myself that
i will even learned to depend on you..love you with all my heart my mind and my soul..
for only you can give me unfalling love that i long for..so i just pray you be there oh god when i need you..
in jesus name i pray
AMEN!!!



1:32 AM

actually,my mood not good de
but after talking to xiao yuan..my mood super good man..
i love him
he sae that just nice he need a pray and just nice
i pray for him hahas
kor kor rocks
kor kor jiayou le..
GOD LOVE XIAO YUAN ..
GOD LOVES US..

sign off
jiaxuan love xiao yuan<333333


1:22 AM

happy birthdae to you
happy birthdae to you
happy birthdae to you...
happy birthdae to KOR KOR

kor kor happy birthdae
may all your wiShes come TRUE
kor kor i love you:)

GOD BLESS YOU

prayer for kor kor

lord father,i just pray for xiao yuan that as he grow older..he learn to even..depend on you more,and i pray you be with him oh god..everywhere he goes..i pray his walk with you will grow deeper..AS i commite xiao yuan in you hand you lead him GOD,to your purpose ..
YOU HAS A GREAT PURPOSE FOR HIM:)
AMEN!!!

SIGN OFF
jiaxuan love xiao yuan:)
kor kor



1:04 AM

i dun noe wat happen to me le??
i feel like crying
i am trying very hard not to cry..
just now inside the bus..i almost cry out..
thank god i didnt..
hahahs..

wad happen to me?
i dun noe..
why so hard to let go?
i cant take it anymore..but wad can i do?
just prtent that i am koie bah..hahas

yeap...

sign off
jiaxuan


12:55 AM

i tell you wad happen..hahahs i finally tok to him again..thou he is still very fierce..but yupp i talk alot about school stuff..
hmmm..okie lah,actually,i dun noe lei,quite weird..but then yupp
THANK GOD THAT I CAN TALK TO HIM AGAIN..and he reply me..hahahs
lolo:)

sign off
jiaxuann:)


10:57 PM

Your eye is on the sparrowAnd Your hand,
it comforts meFrom the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seenYou call me to
Your purposeAs angels understandFor Your glory,
may You draw all menAs Your love and grace demand
And I will run to YouTo Your words of truthNot by might, not by powerBut by the spirit of God
Yes I will run the race'Till I see Your face


8:14 PM

Found in Your hands, fullness of joy
Every fear suddenly wiped away
here in Your presenceAll of my gains now fade away
Every crown no longer on display,
here in Your presenceHeaven is trembling in awe of Your wondersThe kings and their kingdom arestanding amazedChorus:Here in Your presence,
we are undoneHere in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence, all things are new
Here in Your presence, everything bows before
YouBridge:Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every wayWonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way


8:01 PM

hahahss..long time never update liao le..super sorri people..
hmm life is not easy for me this few week cause struggling with school work,wit my personal walk wit GOD
and struggling with HIM!!!
anw,good news for you ppl..
i had sive up shawn neo a;ready because.i dun0e why just let go lo..
i felt that GOD is telling me that he dun belong to me..hahAS
let me tell you someting super funny bah..
i got A cool daddy..
he looks cool,but actually quite fierce de...
he super funny sometimes,but most of the time super quiet..he is none other then...
YAM JUN JIN
hahahs..he is my step daddy hahhas lolx..
cause my 1st dad is JESUS..
2nd is jun jin..lols.cause i am struggling to love my own daddy..but,i believe god wil lead me thru all this..
AMEN!!!!


1:26 AM