this few week i was struggling with some stuff..the feeling was bad because super duper distracted by that person:(
oh my that was really bad man!!
and i took such a long time to really wanting to tell mingzhu and in the end,i really tok to mingzhu about it..i was great after tlking to her..
cause it was really bad haviong that kind of feeling for that person you noe??
really bad man!!!

but before i tell mingzhu,i sms jun xiong papa tell him about the problem man!!!
i was really really glad that i told mingzhu..and actually when i told mingzhu whose that person mingzhu was like

mingzhu:WHO YOU LIKE?

jiaxuan:xxxxxx!!

mingzhu:oh you mean xxxxxxx xxxx?

jiaxuan:no lah!!!is xxxxxx xxxx hahahs!!

mingzhu:oh but why?

jiaxuan:i think i admire bah??

mingzhu:okie i didnt say you cant like him but you should noe lah yah..?

jiaxuan:ya:)

mingzhu:hahahs great!!

hohoho:)
i finally noe wad my feelingh liao hahas
greaty can concentrate on GOD le..hahahs
:)
GIVE PRASIE TO THE LORD AMENM

thou somthime i do think..but
i noe GOD IS still first and love you GOD:)
HAHAHAS

sign off
jiaxuan love GOD:)


11:10 PM

i has been two weeks ever since i start school leh hahahs it was awesome man!!!
class was great,everythings was great hahas

and i rmb i told jinjer and maggie something??

jiaxuan:hey,gve me one year..you will see by the end of the year there will be a north5.and the cell leader is ME!!

jinjer:ohh..hahah

maggie:lol:)

jiaxuan:i will let maggie be the worship leader..and jinjer be the ass or tresurer hahahs:)
i am lik so lol..

jiaxuan:maggie&jinjer you need to rise up le..it time my dear:

jiaxuan:jinjer you can be north6 cell leaderm,maggie will be north7 cell leader yah:)
hahahas:)
lol yeah

jinjer&maggie:okay!!!:)

sign off:
jiaxuan:)



10:12 PM

i was kinda feel weird this new year..i feel that things need to change attitude needs to change aitah..anything need to go liao..i was tell yi wen some sceret and she sae:
"you still struggling with this?"
then iam like yah:)
but.actually it not still struggling lorx..
as i learn to put GOD first everythings change laio mah yeah?
i dont noe lah yah..but feeling quite wadever because..i dun feel like telling anyone anything lahh
so yupp

GOD IS REALLY GREAT JUST THAT WHETHER YOU NOE OR NOT AND YAH..

i am enough of all e emoing i mean yah..hahas
haiz..

sign off
jiaxuan:)


10:05 PM