WHY?
WHY PEOPLE CAN COME AND GO??
LIKE FROM NO WHERE YOU SAW THIS PERSON WORSHIP GOD LIKE MAD..
LIKE NO BODYS BUSINESS BUT THEN
SUDDENLY OUT OF NOWHERE AGAIN..
YOU DIDNT SEE THE PERSON AGIAN LEHH,,
IT REALLY WADEVER LO.WHY?

THE DEVIL REALY TOO MUCH ALRY..
TRYING TO DESTROY US.
WITH MANY STUPID AND HURTFUL THINGS..WHY?

I USED TO WANDER WHETHER WILL I LEAVE THE CHURCH?
CAUSE THERE IS PERIOD OD TIME,I ALMOST WANTED TO JUST GVE UP CAN LE..
I MEAN GIVE UP IS THE EASIEST WAY RITE?
BUT I FEEL THAT GOD TELLS ME TO PRESS ON..
AND NOW I AM STILL IN CHURCH..

THINGS ARE HARD..
THE WORLD IS SCARY..
ANYTHING OR ALMOST EBVERYTHINGS CAN KILL US
LIKE
BOY&GAl relationship?
PORN?
NEEDS THAT PP NEEDS?
MONEY?
I DUN NO LAH..JUST TOO MUCH TO LIST DOWN AND IT REALLY VERY PAINFUL SEEE THEM LIKE THIS ...
I DUNH HOPE TO BE LIKE THEM..
BUT IT HARD TO SAY THT I WONT BE LIKE THEM WAD RITE?

BUT I NOE GOD IS IN CONTROIL LAH..
ONLY GOD CAN FILL US ONLY
DUN SEARCH FOR THE WRONG THINGS OF THE EARTH..

GOD REMINDER

YOU ARE IN THIS WORLD BUT NOT OF THE WORLD
DUN THINK THAT YOU LIVING IN THIS WORLD YOU ARE PART OF THEM..
YOUR PURPOSE IS TO BE THE LIGHT AND THE SALT..NOT TO BE
SOMEONE NO DIIFF FROM THE WORLD..

MY BURDEN,I MUST DO SMTH..
I CAN DO EXTRAORDIONARY THINGS..
IM TEO JIAXUAN
CHILD OF GOD
DO MIGHTY THINGS.
WILLS OF GOD
NOTHING CAN COMPARE GOD'S LOVE..

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHINGS YOU HAVE DONE IN LIFE!!!

JIAYOU ..GOD CAN USE ANYONE..

PRESS ON BAH...
HAHAHS

SIGN OFF
LEAH TEO(POWERFUL WOMAN)
HAHAHS(:


7:28 PM

TO GOD:
I WANNA THANK YOU FOR BRING ME OUT OF DARKNESS!!
AND GIVE ME A NICE CELL MEMBER AND CELL LEADER AND PASTOR HAHAS
thou i those not have aq mother and father so violent
But i still thank god for that
i WANNA THANK

MINGZHU
ZHI'EN
ADRIAN LAM
HUI WEN
XIN YUANN
QI QI
AVELINE
MELISSA KOH
NELSON
YUN HAN
JUN XIONG
MAGGIE

HAHAS TOO MUCH TO THANK
PASTOR FOO(:
HAHAHS THANK GOD
amen!!1

sign off
jiaxuan


9:41 AM

just now i was on my way in bus to zhi'en house..i pass by geylang
i saw many gals wear till like so little lah..some more it like the red light district part..i was asking myself why must they do that to rhemselves?
i mean thay got no others choice but to do tt le mah??
i feel so burden??
wad can i do to help..but as i thou of that i thou of my sch fren!!
GOD place me in sgss..but i didnt even reach out to pp..
i think is my testiomny that cause pp not to come to noe god..
i noe i am not a good testimony,i really struggling..
i mean i oso not act holy sch lah..so weird.haix


i wanna be the light that shine in my sch!!!
i wont gve up and i will pray hard for my sch and be a good testimony in ssch..
jiayou bah jiaxuan

sign off
leah<3


9:33 AM