FEELING EMPTY FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS..IS LIKE SEEKING FOR SMTH AND SUDDENLY YOU STOP SEEKING ALREDY.YEAH THAT THE FEELING IM TALKING PE REALLY EVRYTHINGS WILL BW ABOU LORX.
I FIND IT SO EMPTY WHEN YOU TOTALLY DUN SEEK.I MEAN IT GOOD NOT TO SEEK FROM MAN BUT GOD LA,BUT THE THINGS WAS THAT IT LIKE SO NUMB LAH..NO FEELING BUT WHENEVER I SAW THAT SOME PPL.I WILL TEND TO AVOID.I AM NOT VERY SURE IF THAT PERSON GOT AVOID,BUT THAT FEELING TELLS ME SO LAH.I HATE THAT KIND OF FEELING IT REALLY BAD DE LEHHS.

I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND ALL THIS??
I JUST PRAY ALL THIS WONT BE TRUE..REALLY NOT TRUE..

IF I NOR WRONG,DURING PRAYER MEETING YESTERDAY
PASTOER SAY THAT:
"GOD WILL MAKE A END&EVERYTHINGS WILL BE OVER"
SMTH LIKE THAT IF I NOT WRONG YUPP(:
I JUST HOPE THAT THONGS WILL REALLY BE OVER SOON..

EVRYTHINGS WILL BW GONE BY TMR..I THINKS HAHAS

SIGN OFF
THANKS GOD FOR ALL THIS

IM BLESS BY MY BLESSER FOR HIS BLESSING(:
AMEN

LEAH CONQUER HERE


7:28 AM

I VERY VRY VERY VERY STRESSS..
VEY XIN KU AR..
DO THE COURSEWORK AGAIN AND AGAIN..IT JUST PISS MOFF MAN..
I HATEIT.

I JUST DUN NO WHY I TAK F/N LAH PIISS OGFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


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11:13 PM

I FEEL VERY MISERABLE WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I STILL LIKE HIM..
I THINK APRIL REMINDED ME...OR EVEN GOD IS REMINDING ME ABOUT THE PAST LAH
I DUN NOE WHY I STILL REMEBER THE PAIN..ALL THIS SCAR REALLY REMIND ME HOW HOW MUCH I DID..HE JUST SIMPLY FORGET ALL ABOUT IT I HATE HIM...
HE'S EVERY ACTION AND SMILE AND STUFF I REMEMBER CLEARLY LAH..

i till still like a very great kor kor to me..
though it painful but i think i deserve it lorx..
why so stupid but now i m DIFFERENT LIAO
STOP THINKING LE HAHAHHAS(:


11:29 PM

YOU KNOW I WAS REALLY HAPPY TO GO FOR VICTORIA BIRTHDAY MAN..IT WAS GREAT HAHAHS
FINALLY GOT TO TALK TO GABRIEL WOON,OKIE I SEE ACTUALY HE IS A NICE PERSON AR...HAHAS
AND HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME THERE TO SING AND STUFFF THE FOODS WAS AWESOME TOO HAHAS
ANYWAY..GTG...HAHAS
4/7/10

JIAXUAN HERE
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11:58 PM

I REALLY JUST FEEL LIKE GIVING UP..
NOT WITH MYLIFE BUT PP AROUND ME..
BUT I AM BEING REMINDED TO CONTUNE TO LOVE...
TO HAVE COMPASSION..I HATE IT WHEN I CAN DO IT..

TRUST E FATHER..




SIGN OFF
LEAH TEO (:


11:47 PM